trying so hard to see where I stand in your life. In the last 5 years I have never been able to resolve whether or not to call you friend, acquaintance, or even just “being civil.”
I honestly don’t know why I have tried so hard in the past to see if I’m “worthy” of being your friend. One day you’re friendly, talking about all sorts of things, and then the next day you give me the cold shoulder.
I am just done trying to be someone in your life you clearly don’t want. I consider you a friend, and I’ll keep treating you like my friend, but from now on I’m done seeking the same treatment. I don’t expect anything from you anymore but I hope that one day this is finally resolved.